I have been downloading and watching old cycles of America's Next Top Model. Why? I have no idea, really. I should be watching some anime in preperation for June. But anyways, my point is: something has changed within me. My way of thinking. I am not totally sure on this, but hear me out. Normally, after watching all these skinny beautiful women parade around in little outfits and look beautiful, I would get depressed and cry. Hating my body and all that jazz. However, at this moment in time I feel beautiful. I feel a teensy bit of vain as well since I can't stop watching my face in the mirror. All day I have been feeling amazing. Beautiful. Which is unheard of to me when I am not wearing makeup. That's a lie, I am wearing this new mascara that is meant to make my green eyes POP!
Anyways, I even had a frappucino today, and felt NO guilt whatsoever. I walked down my street in the rain with a slurpee in hand and just felt beautiful.
Either my outlook has changed in someway or I am still feeling the endorphins from Leo's last visit!!
Hee hee hee...
I DO THAT TOO!!!! I love ANTM and I always strut around and pose like a model afterward.... lol
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ReplyDeleteWhat's your favorite cycle so far?
That's tough, I've really liked cycle 10 and 11, but the older ones were great too.
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