Wake Up, Wake Up, This is Heaven on Earth

I hate when I pass out earlier than him. I try so hard to stay awake... But to no avail.  When I wake up in a.m. after passing out the night before. I feel upset that I fell asleep... That I lost  time with him and I curse my body and its need for sleep. It's just silly to be upset over it I know.. But we make our plans for what we want to do and I can't stay awake long enough..  Perhaps this happens because I don't nap anymore. Whatever the reason I must find out and fix it. I don't like waking up this way.